Why do i make myself suffer, through all this? The fighting, the love, the hate. all of it. I don’t want you anymore. But, I can’t bring myself to admit it to anyone but, myself. I deserve better. I deserve love, because I’ve never had it. I want him. Someone else. He’s better. But, I can’tt do it. /:
I’ve built this life around you. I want to start over. & forget you.